That Saturday I lay in bed, head throbbing,
throat on fire, my stepdad chose it
from the library, a biography
about three sisters who lived somewhere
in England. I loved to read
how they loved to write, I wanted to be
a sister like that. If it had been another day,
if I’d not had another throbbing throat…
I’m searching for it now, remembering
how I lay there turning pages
as the pain began to ease, releasing me
into winter on some windy heath.
First published in May Day & Other Poems, Cinnamon Press